I need a neat and tidy life.

Don't laugh! =w=
This is what bored people do okay!

My life has been dulled. BLACK and WHITE. Sans colouring. :(

Btw, just watched the new episode of The Vampire Diaries.
I love Stefan to the max. He is so hot! Hot figure indeed. :P
Stefan and Elena definitely make a great pair. :) loves *
Can I subscribe CW network at home? :(




I'm in love with Cut by Plumb.
I'm not a stranger
No I am yours
With crippled anger
And tears that still drip sore

A fragile flame aged
Is misery
And when our hearts meet
I know you see

I do not want to be afraid
I do not want to die inside just to breathe in
I'm tired of feeling so numb
Relief exists I find it when
I am cut

I may seem crazy
Or painfully shy
And these scars wouldn't be so hidden
If you would just look me in the eye
I feel alone here and cold here
Though I don't want to die
But the only anesthetic that makes me feel anything kills inside

I do not want to be afraid
I do not want to die inside just to breathe in
I'm tired of feeling so numb
Relief exists I find it when
I am cut
Pain
I am not alone
I am not alone

I'm not a stranger
No I am yours
With crippled anger
And tears that still drip sore

But I do not want to be afraid
I do not want to die inside just to breathe in
I'm tired of feeling so numb
Relief exists I found it when
I was cut









I wanna go out with babes! :):)

My babes and dude. smooooches*

Sorry for the late update! :(

Thursday (the hang out day) - I couldn't adjust my mood totally. My mind keep thinking about what she said to me in the early morning.
Friday - Went Taiping for like half a day. I think my head gonna burst. Took an early sleep.

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I'm so wanna SCREAM OUT LOUD! I'm finally out with MY BABES and DUDE! I couldn't help myself but keep saying I LOVE YOU ALL. I wanna read out the marriage vow if I could, to declare my love to you all. (Call me psycho)

I'm so bored alone at home. I mean, I'm not totally free 24/7, I still help my mom in her office paper works, but I'm still bored. Like, zero seasoning. :( Gah. Finally, it's a day out with them. :) I've been waiting so long and sorry for postponing our date okay? :)

Undoubtable, my bitch is still the best. She fetched us (me, Chu and Henry) around and sent me and Chu to jetty. I'm waiting for our next outing kay! Hope my mama allow. :*)


I'm lazy to upload all our outing pics up here. 149 pics ya know! So, for more pics, please visit my facebook album BFFs. ♥












Truth is, Thursday is not a good beginning day for me. I was not in a good mood early in the morning. Mom complained that I'm overdressed, which I do not certainly think so. She said something really hurted me, my feelings. I do have my pride. It is so normal for a girl to care about her

Family Outing. :)

My granny looks younger day by day. :)
I look older day by day. :(
(ignore my erotic tee)

Today. Nothing is inside my mind.
Just a simply day out with my mom, lil bro and granny.

Bunny teeth bro.

Yeah. He is my bunny teeth elder brother. :P
He's on the way going to Dubai and Oman for 10 days exhibition.
Such a long journey. Hope he come back in one piece. Safe and sound. :) fingers crossed*




I wanna share with you all my conversation with the thick-faced bro.

(click the image for a better view)

Super beh pai seh loh! Keep vomiting while chatting with him. =w=










All in all, wish you good luck over there ma bro!
smooooches*

Boredom in the air.

It's the sunshine! :)

I'm so bored recently. God knows why. :(
Watch dramas at PPS became my daily routine. =w=
宫心计, Gossip Girl, The Vampire Diaries, 90210, Grey's Anatomy blah blah blah.












Last night downloaded a song. Kinda love it. :)
Time For Miracles by Adam Lambert.

It's late at night and I can't sleep
Missing you just runs too deep
Oh I can't breathe thinking of your smile

Every kiss I can't forget
This aching heart ain't broken yet
Oh God I wish I could make you see
Cuz I know this flame isn't dying
So nothing can stop me from trying

Baby you know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love
No I ain't giving up on us

I just wanna be with you
Cuz living is so hard to do
When all I know is trapped inside your eyes

The future I cannot forget
This aching heart ain't broken yet
Oh God I wish I could make you see
Cuz I know this flame isn't dying
So nothing can stop me from trying

Baby you know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love
No I ain't giving up on us

Baby can you feel it (feel it)
You know I can hear it (hear it)
So can you feel me feel you....

You know it's time....

Baby you know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love

You know I ain't giving up on us
You know I ain't giving up on
Oh I ain't giving up on us